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   ((  03/02/02                   by NicoJelo                  anada514  ))
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 far off thought
 ffffloat through flame, fire, frost
 standing in frigid air
  soaking in sweat
 rapid beatings
 never far from being just a beating, a breath, a thought
 you tried too
 tried falling far from your ego
 escaping the insipid intrigues in your life
 doesn't that colour bring out your eyes
 doesn't the meditation bring out your essence
 i will never ask "why?" again
 what you said what you said
 such a dream
 it doesn't make sense
 all in all
 i like to wear these blue jeans
 it is the best feeling ive had all day
 one man is dead and the other man is in fair condition
 but they never tell us who they are, what their hobbies were...
 why don't i feel like anything?
 sometimes i feel absent in my own life
 it is a good feeling
 when your very presence doesnt interfere with the moment, the experience is
        made better by you forgetting that you're even there
 your eyes are looking but your eyes aren't there
 possibly you have fallen into a deep calm that they call coma
 isnt it wonderful being absent?

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