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        I get criticized for being like you.  But who are you to say I'm no
 good?  The only difference between the two of us is that you're better at
 saying the same thing I've said all along.  But I get looked down on as
 being the only thing left of my defecation in a fucking toilet.

        I'll whine to you.  I will.  I'll whine to you because that's exactly
 what you do not want to hear.  Because the truth is... you've heard the same
 whining all alon, only coming from your own lips.  But you're better at it.
 You're better at saying you're no good.  You're better at crying about how
 poor you are.  You're better at being single.  So I'll laugh at you now.

        Why?  Because I now have the ability to do so.  I don't need you
 anymore.  I don't need your negativity and cynical beliefs to collide with
 my own anymore.  I don't need your people to make me feel as though I
 belong.  It's a waste of time for you to nag on me or the rest of the world
 about how bad you have it.  How bad can it be?  You're still freeloading off
 of mommy and daddy when they're secretly planning a party for the day you
 pack up your bags and leave.  They give you everything you could ever need
 but still that's just not enough for a selfish pig like yourself, now is it?

        Well what will you be doing when you no longer have that?  How will
 you feel when they get completely fed up with your bullshit and tell you to
 go away?  I hope you cry.  I hope you're miserable for the rest of your
 pitiful life.  Because you deserve it.  You deserve to be miserable for
 making them unhappy -- and for criticizing me about what you do best.  It's
 right behind your eyes but you still don't know.

        You've done one intelligent thing in your entire life and somehow
 that's supposed to make up for the rest?  Ha.  No one even cares about that 
 anymore.  They're too caught up in enjoying the little intelligence you used 
 that they don't even know who lies behind the work.  It's really a shame to 
 see how useless you're knowledge really is.  I almost pity you.  But I don't 
 want to even give you that much credit.  No one else has.  And I don't want 
 to be like you.

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