.............................................. .* * \ /\ .* O . . .. ..O .. 378 15 Jun 2001 ) ( ') .* O O* o o o o o o o ( / ) * ***O O O O O O O O O \( _)| * O o o.*..o.*..o.*..o. .net "Marco" * * O * *. o |\ _,,,---,,_ * * /,`.-'`' -. ;-;;,_ * * |,4- ) )-,_..;\ ( `'-' by Marco * * '---''(_/--' `-'\_) *mE0w* o *. .......................................* 'Anada is cat-friendly..o*` What the fuck's going on? Right, it may be old news, but in USA we've got stupid wee fuckwits barely into puberty that think it'd be a smashin' idea to go shoot some of their class'mates' -- fuck them. And what's more? Fuck you too. What'd you ever do for anybody? Exactly -- a lot; anybody ever said thanks to you? You get any satisfaction out of life? I'm not talkin' about the shit-assed satisfaction of goin' out, gettin' outta your face on fuck knows what, and fuckin' a member of the human race. I'm talkin' about deep satisfaction -- the kinda shit that changes your life and the people's around you. Some cunts think it's fine to hate Jews -- to wish them all curses upon them possible -- and the subject begs -- why the fuck bother? Fine, so Jews believe in something they don't -- AND... point being? Who the fuck told you you could laugh at some bastard in different clothes from you when you're 18? Who the fuck got it into your head that you could go out and flow along doing shit? Only one way life's gonna change for anybody -- is when people get their act together, cut out the shit (which's a lot by the by's), get up off their arses, and make a difference. Legendary in Britain is Jerry Springer. Yea, we think he's pretty much an upper-class asshole, but look at him -- wanna shove that five foot cigar up 'is ass most of the time. Anyway, I've no qualms over an entertainment show -- except the time when Jerry recieved abuse from a Jew-hater I thought fucked his mind up. No I've no disrespect for Jews myself, this is simply an example. To watch some cunt mentally abuse Jerry was fantastic -- not satisfactory mind, just interesting to watch Jerry nearly in tears over some faggot's opinion. When you're a child, who teaches you right from wrong? Your parents are everythin' -- some bitches I know wouldn't give two fucks if I had my head blown off by a bazooka from an overwhelmed ex-girlfriend tomorrow. "Aww that's a shame -- I wish I'd treated him better -- done more for him." What's this stupid fuckin' obsession with remorse AFTER death? I don't ask anyone to be Jesus -- I ask you live to the best of your ability. We all make mistakes -- in fact I'd be the first person in line to readily admit when I've fucked up on the plot of life. But who was the last person to say "You know... you're really something" -- and make you feel good about yourself? Exactly. It was probably your mother -- coz nobody else, as you've probably noticed, has the balls or integrity to admit that you're one god-damn good mutha fucka. To be honest, life doesn't have much meaning for me in particular anymore. Am I now to be bombarded with 'go see a shrink'? Fuck off -- you realise how much cash they make from talkin' shite? They say the shit everybody should say to you, but don't. They tell you why you're worth a hell of a lot -- and it makes humans feel good to see a purpose of life, and to feel wanted. Then back to the big bad world to receive bullshit from everybody and feel it's all a waste of time. It's not, take no prisoners -- take no bullshit -- live your life how YOU wanna live it. Don't hurt other people, don't abuse their feelings. Most of all treat them as you wanna be treated. Until the age of 15, I was a church-goer, although a 'drifter' form the age of 13 onwards. But the advantage of British churches over the evangelistic twats in the USA (don't get me wrong most of 'em are nice people) is that here (Church of the Nazarene) don't talk crap, they don't bullshit you. You've to live your life aiming for Jesus -- in other words live your life as best you can, if you DO slip up however, make apologies, do your upmost to learn from it. I'm not talkin' about "Hey, go to church to learn life!" -- I'm sayin', take an open view and you'll see that the morals the church teach you are the guide to life -- and the way in which you should live it. As for any religion, they've their own materialistic rules. Religions are over-exaggerated methods, and pretty selfish ones at that. Monks -- fuck, they live on their own doing selfish, unsustained shit for nobody! But be like Jesus as much as you can -- don't go feed five thousand hungry buggars. Just be you -- and most of all don't try conform to how others would have you be. Listen to views, don't fuck about with people -- that's how you make enemies. Live, try be happy then stay happy. And most of all -- do your best. .................................................................. /\_/\ * ( o.o ) (c) Anada e'zine anada378 by Marco o > ^ < o ********************************************************************