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 He plays my heart and wont give me his.   
 I continue to ask what is this. 
 His hand touches mine... 

 Why won't he be with me for more than just this moment.   
 Every second with him I treasure... but still it's not enough. 

 I listen to Lenny Kravitz and I think of him.   
 He sucks my sweet blood but then spits it back in my face. 

 I want to eat his brains out of his skull 
 ...if only he'd let me near him for more than this moment. 
 And I hold on. 

 He is inside of me... I can feel him drawing near. 
 But then he disappears for another day... 
 escapes the pain..... 
 of what we are living. 

 I can hear his soothing voice 
 say my name 
 I try to answer back 
 but I realize he's not even there 

 Should i continue to persue him..... 
 how could I dare. 

 i try to sing a song of yesterdays 
 but there are none 
 there is no future 
 without him 

 hahahhahaha 

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